Birthday presents are fun, but there's nothing better than a thoughtful one. I received a book today with a note that read, "see page 29 for Ithaka", and it took me a moment to remember the conversation I had with this friend, one of many, where I've talked about how much I long for a permanent home, a place of rest for a weary well-traveled soul. I had called it my "Ithaca". Just last night, I thought about how much I never want to board a plane again, never want to pack another suitcase, never want to rent a U-Haul truck to shuffle from one place to another. I thought about how much I just wanted to reach "Ithaca", for the journey to be over, at least for a season. But it's a funny thing, how the timing of good friends always seems impeccable. As I read the poem on page 29, I was reminded of the fact that life is so much more than just an Ithaca. It's a journey that may never bring you one, and a well-rested soul is one that has learned that a home isn't what makes you happy, it's happiness that makes you a home, wherever life may take you. So I thank that friend for her thoughtfulness and her impeccable timing. It is exactly what this soul needed to hear.
Ithaka
C.P. Cavafy
As you set out for Ithaka
hope the voyage is a long one,
full of adventure, full of discovery.
Laistrygonians and Cyclops,
angry Poseidon—don’t be afraid of them:
you’ll never find things like that on your way
as long as you keep your thoughts raised high,
as long as a rare excitement
stirs your spirit and your body.
Laistrygonians and Cyclops,
wild Poseidon—you won’t encounter them
unless you bring them along inside your soul,
unless your soul sets them up in front of you.
Hope the voyage is a long one.
May there be many a summer morning when,
with what pleasure, what joy,
you come into harbors seen for the first time;
may you stop at Phoenician trading stations
to buy fine things,
mother of pearl and coral, amber and ebony,
sensual perfume of every kind—
as many sensual perfumes as you can;
and may you visit many Egyptian cities
to gather stores of knowledge from their scholars.
Keep Ithaka always in your mind.
Arriving there is what you are destined for.
But do not hurry the journey at all.
Better if it lasts for years,
so you are old by the time you reach the island,
wealthy with all you have gained on the way,
not expecting Ithaka to make you rich.
Ithaka gave you the marvelous journey.
Without her you would not have set out.
She has nothing left to give you now.
And if you find her poor, Ithaka won’t have fooled you.
Wise as you will have become, so full of experience,
you will have understood by then what these Ithakas mean.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Sunday, July 15, 2012
I should write something...
I ought to write something on the last day I'll ever be in my 20's. Honestly? There was a part of me that was expecting some switch to go on in my mind that would suddenly make me feel like an adult marking that shift away from those tempestuous years which brought me to over 3 continents, dozens of cities, five career changes and countless mood swings. I guess there was a malfunction in that switch because I kind of feel the same. Man, there were some rough moments there...but worth it. It was certainly a decade where my driving passion for adventure and love of art really had a chance to thrive. It's brought me a multitude of experiences, plenty of pleasures, and of course, some heartaches. But I never lost the chance to learn some hard life lessons that made me the person I am today. It was a decade of cultivating my creativity, of sharpening my mind, and strengthening my relationship with God. It was a season of sowing, a harsh winter to follow, and the beginnings of a promised spring. I'm pretty excited I have to say. This isn't going to be so bad...waving goodbye to my good ol' twenties. No waxing poetical here about exiting my "chrysalis" phase emerging as a smarter, older, butterfly that's nobody's fool. I'm still a fool, and here are some things this fool is thankful for that have helped me survive thus far:Toffee Nut latte's at Starbucks
Sara Bareille's songs
Chocolate and/or ice-cream and/or both
Bad Will Ferrell movies
Good jazz music
An occasional glass of wine
Smooth airplane landings
French pastries
Motrin
Two-ply toilet paper that doesn't flake
Floss
Christmas time in New York
My grandmother's cooking
Anything with cheese on top
Good friends
A sister
The Indianna Jones trilogy (no, the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull does not count)
A cozy sweater
Chuck Swindoll sermons
Listerine that no longer tastes like Listerine
A place to sleep at night
I realize that half of these things involve edible goods...what I can I say, I'm a fatty. Ok, well that's it, yay to the future! See you there.
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